Losing, Seeking, Questioning, Finding,
THE JOURNEY HOME
From beginning to end, our life is a "journey".
Perhaps it is part of some “Grand Experiment”, but the drama of every
great journey starts out with a loss. In the case of the soul, this was
the separation from the light and love of God, chronicled in the Old
Testament as the Exile from Eden. Initiated by a cascading chain of
events, souls were compelled (or chose) to leave a spiritual paradise,
to then experience self within the constraints of a human body.
The trauma guilt and shame around this exile must surely have caused us
to shut down our consciousness, thereby creating a state of contraction
and darkness. By extension, this affected our body, mind, thoughts,
energies, emotions so much as to eventually manifest as all sorts of
illness and disease.
Healing work takes this contraction and darkness and allows us to
experience our consciousness in its original state as expansion and
light. We must still come to terms with the causes and reasons for the
initial separation... but now that our consciousness is thus freed of
these blinders, there is nothing preventing us from seeing the truth
beyond the illusion - that our Spiritual Home has always been here, and
we were never alone or separate from Source.
The Quest - The Journey Home
Where ever we came from and for what reasons we ever left (be it the
Garden of Eden or some other place), we may find ourselves plunged into
this state of illusion, separate from each other, lost, confused, in
pain. And we may ask:
Where am I going? Who am I? Why am I here?
These questions initiate the beginning of our "Quest".
And if we are not too distracted by the glitz and glamour of this
world, or our egos constant demand for attention, or our body to be
fed, or the struggle to simply get through another day alive, or our
mad dash to accumulate and possess, or if we do not overstimulate our
senses with activity or mind numbing substances... the questions
remain... troubling us in those moments of quiet, or in our dreams,
shaking us awake with distant memories or feelings of another happier
place and time...
If we stay true to course and do not stray off our quest, we continue
to seek answers that illuminate and guide.
This is the Quest for the Holy Grail - The Return to The Garden
In the end, that's what all this teaching and healing is about...
The Journey Home.
Seek and you shall find. Ask and it
shall be given. Knock and the door shall open.
The Questioning Process
When ever you ask a question (ie "quest"), the strength of your desire
energizes the pathways of your nervous system, leading to a door or
"portal" to another dimension, behind which is the Light of Spirit,
waiting to Grace you with an answer. And as long as you hold that
question, the mind stays open, active, alert, engaged, waiting...
listening for a response. Without engaging in this active process, the
mind simply takes what is physically sensed at face value, and thinks
"what is seen is what is true and real", and shuts the door to any
other possibility. But our senses can deceive...
The philosophers of ancient Greece realized that our 5 senses - that
which we see, smell, touch, taste, hear - can greatly deceive our
perception of reality. Understanding that there was something deeper
and more, thus was born the “questioning process”, introduced into the
consciousness of western civilization as the “scientific method”. This
systematic process allowed us to look into and beyond our minds limited
sense perceptions and assumptions of reality. This had a massive impact
simply by changing how we looked at and thought of the world - to be
seen and known for what it was - an illusion! And knowing that the
world was an illusion - that what is seen is NOT real... opened the
door to an entirely new 6th sense ...INTUITION... the ability to go
within and access a hidden reality or truth... and thus was also born
The Mystery Schools !
So it's ok to have questions - its how ALL great inventions and
discoveries are brought about. If you are questioning, you are on “the
search” for the "deeper" and the “more” of life. It means you realize
you don’t have all the answers and that realization keeps the doors of
the mind open to and receive radical new possibilities.
“A mind is like a parachute – it only works when open”
Be Self Incredulous
We say that the truth is within, but until you have gotten to
a clear enough place in yourself to access that truth (especially when
you first come onto the path) it would be wise to be a little self
incredulous - to question ones' own beliefs and intuitions about everything
Otherwise, if you think you know it all, that's all you will be open to
knowing - you will not be teachable, end of story. (In other words,
there will be no more room in your mental hard drive for any downloads
Be willing to admit the possibility that you might not be totally clear
or have the whole truth (at least in some areas). If you ask anyone a
question on any topic, you will get any number of answers in return.
Everyone has their own view of reality and truth... and who’s to say
their perspective is any more right or wrong than yours. We all have
different backgrounds that have lead us to our current truths. If you
look at what you believed 10 years ago to now, and if you could move
forward in time and see what you then believe, you will see how our
truth changes as our experiences in life change. So as a test of your
perceptions and as a challenge to how open you are (or how attached or
stuck you are to your own perspective) I suggest you find someone who
can hold up their mirror of truth back. Of course, they too have their
own beliefs and perspectives, issues and ego that may get in the way.
This doesn't mean you must take their advice or words as gospel truth,
only that you will consider a different viewpoint. Being open to (or at
least consider) other viewpoints shakes up and out any contractions and
density rooted in ones consciousness. From testing myself in this way
over many years (with other psychics, spiritualists and healers) I have
learned to distinguish between the different levels of consciousness
(and truth) I am accessing.
When you are able to question the reality of that which you thought and
felt and believed true - then there is the possibility for something
greater and new to come in. This is what we are trying to do in this
work - to expand your limitations and open up new possibilities. It can
be imperceptible at times, especially when the most subtle energies are
working on you, but it is happening.
Because the act of questioning is
still a function of the limited mind, it does have its limits. The mind
itself can only get us so far on the path, and then we must use some
other resource to help us go the rest of the way. And thus enter these
very nebulous ideas of “Healing”, “Spirituality” and the biggest of them all...“God”
If its anything I am about here on
this site and in my work, it's to get you to e-x-p-a-n-d the boundaries
of your limited sense perceptions and mind... allowing the
spirit that exists above and beyond to come and visit you through these
open doors... and in the wildest stretch of imagination you start to
trust... you are safe and all is right.
Essential Self is like water
that comes from the Ocean (God).
Our ego-mind is like a box or jar
that encloses our Essential Self.
If we can open the box
unscrew the cap
open the lid, or even
shed the container altogether
Essence merges into the Ocean
and the Ocean merges into us.
We become All that the Ocean is
and the Ocean becomes All of us.
To do this while in the body
is the goal of All spiritual work.
In other words, what we are
attempting to attain here in all our spiritual healing work is to
reconnect and be at one with the “Ocean” - this “limitless” “boundless”
free state of being. To get there, we must be liberated from our
congested limited ways of thinking feeling and perceiving – commonly
known as our “Boxes”.
Sure, we are also all about
healing the physical illnesses, the mental aberrations and the
emotional dysfunctions... but if you think about it, all these things
are symptoms of living in and functioning from out of these “boxes”
(and we all do have many). Granted, you may have grown to be quite
familiar (even comfortable) within these boxes... having lived within
them all of your life (if not lifetimes). But they are all limitations
just the same. So if you want to stay in your “box” or “comfort zone”,
you might not like nor want what I offer here. This is your
prerogative. However, if you want to go to your edge and beyond, this
is what I and Spirit can do with you – shift and change and shake and
streeeeeeetch your “stuff” out - to get you thinking and feeling and
seeing reality in a whole new expanded way.
The Question Leads the Mind and Energy
(wise then to know the right questions to ask)
Everyone is on a quest or journey,
seeking answers to various questions... and each answer leads down a different life path. Your particular question may be
of a spiritual matter, or about your relationships,
or about your purpose and work, or it could be about anything... No
matter what your personal question, the process is the same - you are
seeking asking desiring - knocking on the door beyond... waiting...
listening for a response... and then taking action.
The sacred energetic container the healing
sessions offer, help support this inner process, allowing you to more
easily and readily get the answers your Spirit or Higher Self has for
you. But no matter what answers come, you are always free to act (or
not), knowing full well that any answer you heed, will take you down
its path (so ask and act wisely my friend).
There are times when the mind cannot let go of certain people,
thoughts, memories or emotions (ie. anything that so impressed and or
traumatized the body mind). And the mind knocks and knocks to seek
answers on doors that are closed... and no matter how intense the
desire and how many times asked, again and again, no answer comes. I
think there are some answers our Spirit feels or knows we are just not
yet mature or ready to hear. Spirit knows that certain questions and their answers lead
circular arguments, information that destroys, blind alleys, madness
and despair. And
though we may want to know any and all things, Spirit wants to protect
us from the suffering these answers bring. And in order to
protect and discourage (to re-route our thinking), Spirit shuts those
doors hard and fast, hoping we may look for and be open to the seeking
that another question brings. So when
petitioning Spirits help, it is wise to know the right question in
order to get the right (beneficial) answer. This is where the Guide
comes in - they know the terrain of the path, and thus knows when and
what to ask.
The human mind can become so habituated (stuck or
obsessed) with certain substances, people, thoughts, memories or
emotions... believing that these things hold the answers to the
questions they seek ! People intuitively feel and know this is not
quite right, but without knowing any other solution, try to treat
themselves through self medication, sensual overload, or some other
distraction/addiction. As an alternative, I humbly propose that in
addition to receiving healing sessions (includes psychic
surgery/etheric rewiring), psychologically re-framing the questions, or
perhaps hypnosis may help. And as a last resort (though I have never
tried), there is Ayahuasca and or Iboga (I have heard good things).
Scientists have discovered that the heart is partly
composed of brain cells, and since the heart was one of the first
organs created, that makes it our first mind... perhaps the mind of our
Inner Child ! (that part of us closest to God).
We have been speaking of the mind as if it is the only way, but it is
just a part of the truth. Deeper still is the heart - our primal mind -
a space we simply feel. This heart path is all about dropping in to your feelings. pure and
Just go there now...how does it feel?
Place your awareness inside and let all thoughts that come up go.
first you might only be aware of the heart beating.. maybe a tenseness
or an achiness...
You may use your breath
as a way to focus and be present if you find yourself wander.
This is your core. Be here no matter what.
This too is an answer. Pure. Simple. Just like the Inner Child.
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