W W W . S P I R I T P O R T A L . O R G

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LETTERS/TESTIMONIALS

Dear friends.

The following is a sampling of Letters/Testimonials from some of my most recent healing sessions. I share them with you now, in hopes that they may inspire you to continue your healing journey (hopefully with me, if that's not too much to ask). You will notice that not everyone has the same experiences. Some of my clients experience (consciously) nothing at first, or very little, others have truly astounding experiences. We are all unique beings... all at different stages of the healing process. Some come into the healing work as beginners just stepping onto the path, maybe lost in a sea of unconsciousness and burdened with eons of dark and dense negative karmic "stuff", while others come as enlightened, weathered, wise, savvy travelers. No matter what level or stage of evolution or ascension you are at, there is something here for you, and I promise, no matter where you are, if you do any of this work, Your Spirit Will be Accelerated that much more towards "Your Eternal Goal" (whatever that is to be).

With that said, lets take "an insiders look" at what your fellow travelers have to say.

 Dear David, you gave me your free healing session, well I am not sure what exactly it has done for me to be honest, except that that Friday I had one of the most beautiful days of my life, I think your energy helped me to surrender myself and to be open and free, pure, then gods love is my love and vice versa.

Thank you for touching my life,

wishing you every blessing of the one heart, love filled greetings

Marie Claire Vlasblom (Netherlands)

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Hi David...Thank you for the healing session last night.

What I did feel was the pulling sensation right away around 7:00.... and that was followed by something being done to my heart... which physically hurt for a brief time. The rest of the time I was conscious felt very pleasant.

This morning... woke with a feeling of 'clearness' around me... like something had been cleared... but what don't know. As with all your healings I always feel peaceful and nice the next day. Thank you so much for your generous gift David. ERIN

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GREAT treatment!!

Felt like we moved a fair amount of stuff - I usually go pretty "far away" when receiving healing so can't recall for you a lot of what happened. But will do my best.

Even though a few minutes early, I could tell instantly when it started 12:48 by my clock - fairly intense energy all over.....then lots in my head, pressure on the top and sides.

...at one point I could feel a very strong connection (felt like a flat plate) along my right jaw line and into my ear - being pulled out

.....a few twinges in my legs

....and a few times, what felt like some emotional interactions with people - moved through some stuff there but not clear enough to recall.

More pressure in my head again and then moved around some more.

Spirit was very kind and gave me a little ring sound when all was done - sounded like my telephone but only 1/2 a ring - kinda like a little "ring ring, we're done"

Feeling great now - a little tired.

Thank you so much, I'm feeling very blessed to receive such a wonderful gift...

Blessings be to you, Wendy

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Monday night I did my first Reiki session since having my mini session with you.

I want to tell you that I felt I was able to focus and hold my concentration much more clearly than in the past and I was able to 'ground' and 'connect' much more freely and easily.

GREAT! THIS WORK HELPS IN SO MANY WAYS. IF YOU ARE A HEALER, IT WILL DEFINITELY MAKE YOU A BETTER ONE.

Which I'm grateful for, because it was an important treatment I was doing for a terminally ill woman. I also ended up having quite a large audience while doing it - I kept wondering why I wasn't nervous (my hands move a lot through my client's aura - looking for things needing to be cleared, unlike most reiki practitioners I think) normally I would have been a little self conscious with all those eyes watching me, but I was feeling very confident - another benefit from your session I'm sure.

Also I wanted to tell you about a dream I had shortly after our session. My mother (who has passed and I miss her dearly) came to me and unlike other times, in the dream I was expecting her...when she arrived she ran to me and was very happy, we hugged and it felt great...as if to say good job, you did it! That means a lot to me and I don't think it would have happened at this time without having had your session.

I believe what you/we accomplished in our session has created a major shift of energies that's been a long time coming - since then a lot of long awaited changes have begun to take place in my life. Happily I can say maybe even a job (have an interview Monday). Which means I’ll be able to call you sooner for more healing...yeah!!

So once again I gratefully say Thank you!

love and light, Wendy Owen

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I sat outside in a chair.... A few mosquitoes bit at me at first. I really did not feel any physical sensations,

THAT’S OK... I AM SURE THINGS WERE HAPPENING ON OTHER LEVELS. OFTEN OUR PHYSICAL BEINGS ARE THE LAST TO NOTICE. IF YOU GET MORE WORK, YOU WILL NOTICE MORE...BUT THESE THINGS TAKE TIME - WE CAN ONLY DO SO MUCH IN ONE MINI SESSION.

but was thinks thoughts of the unity of everything, including my unity with the mosquitoes and then it really seemed as if they were not biting me anymore. I know that whatever happened was for my good.

I AM SURE IT WAS. MANY PEOPLE THINK THAT THEY NEED TO FEEL THE HEALING IN A BIG WAY (EACH AND EVERY TIME) FOR IT TO BE REAL AND WORK...BUT THAT’S NOT TRUE - IT ALL DEPENDS ON WHERE YOU ARE AT IN YOUR PROCESS... BUT EVERYONE GETS WHAT THEY NEED IN THAT MOMENT... OR AT LEAST AS MUCH AS THEY ALLOW OR EMPOWER SPIRIT TO DO WITH THEM

Thanks so very very much. Joy

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Well thanks again! Was an interesting experience and I definitely felt some release from some 'stuff'. It took me a while to get grounded last night but I also played with some new energies earlier on so in combo I am not so surprised.
The main things I remember was a really huge feeling of warmth in my heart area and then the same in my stomach/navel region and throat (a bit) as things seem to progress. At the beginning I felt something like my chest opening and it was like my consciousness was escorted into a higher space in this sweet energy - sort of like going to a white waiting room but not in a disconnecting or 'trying to get me out of the way' way, more inclusive and in good flow. At the end of the time I felt your energy or stuff happening - I felt like I was guided out of this space and back down too. I felt like a cord of some kind was taken out of my stomach - I was having flashing images of my ex at this time too, thank-god that was gone! Earlier in the week my energy field opened up and unraveled in an interesting pattern on my left side - I had the image and feeling that the core of this - like a dark rod down the centre of my left side was taken out. I also felt tingles and like tacs were being removed from my left hip - I get mild sciatica here some times. I have sensed and felt in my own energy that my left and right sides some how aren't in good balance - not sure if this has anything to do with it.

IT’S ALL CONNECTED – EVERYTHING

One major thing I felt/was have having images of was stuff around my throat. I was having images of having a huge metal cuff around my neck and throat attached to a chain restraint. Not sure if it was symbolic or something of another life. Wow... felt like stuff was done but I got the impression there is a *bunch* lot more to be dealt with. At first I could 'see' it as me in a dungeon type place in another female form - I have had this image before whilst on journey with a shaman a little while back also. It felt like layers of this were being removed and you were trying to loosen it too.
I don't know if it was you, me or something else but I keep having the word "surrender" going through my head most of the time. Not a bad idea huh. ;-) Thank-you David very much - what I could feel of your energy was nice, you have great boundaries and make things very comfortable and loving in the midst of some not so pleasant stuff - I really appreciate your gift and help! I hope when the financial situation improves I can get some more help again! Sally Hunt

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Last night was interesting - 'saw' so much I don't know that I 'remember' it all, although I did fall asleep for a while. Over all it was like watching a million short films - I was having a continual stream of flashing images of all sorts of random things.

THAT IS A COMMON RESPONSE AT SOME STAGES OF THE WORK

Also like I was having energetic acupuncture - like having holes poked in me all over where the gunk would stream out from.

NOW YOU SEE WHY I GAVE UP DOING "PHYSICAL" ACUPUNCTURE? THIS WORK DOES ALL THAT IN A MUCH MORE POWERFUL AND EFFECTIVE WAY.

At times I would feel very warm around the back of my heart centre and towards the end it was like I was being soaked into the core in an energetic raining down pour.

LOVELY.... SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS HAPPENING TO YOU, AND ALL IN THIS ONE SESSION! AMAZING

At one stage I feel like I had time of finding a part of my soul

THIS IS AN EXPERIENCE OF SOUL RETRIEVAL. WHEN ONES PERSONAL SPACE HAS CLEARED (EVEN A LITTLE BIT) THIS ALLOWS THE SOUL TO DROP DOWN INTO THE HUMAN EXPERIENCE EVEN MORE THAN IT IS.

and was playing and morphing into different aspects and perspectives of the universe.

WHEN THE CONSTRAINTS OF THE EGO ARE RELEASED, THE SELF CAN EXPERIENCE ITSELF IN MANY DIFF FORMS, BESIDES THIS PHYSICAL FORM WE EMBODY HERE ON EARTH

The image I had was of watching myself run over and jump off an endless cliff into the void. As I fell I continued to change from dark to light until I was falling into the eye of god and then fluidly shifting and changing within that. Was pretty cool.

I had a bunch of other random things. At a few times I felt like I was pregnant and had a voice in my head saying I would have give birth in 9 months.

"GIVE BIRTH" COULD BE INTERPRETED ON MANY LEVELS, NOT ALL PHYSICAL (COULD EVEN REFER TO A SPIRITUAL RE-BIRTH?)

I also felt at times like I was in a white womb - this felt good. And then at one stage it was like I was pregnant again my stomach was cut open and a dark figure of a child fell out.

SOUNDS LIKE SPIRIT IS DOING A LITTLE PSYCHIC SURGERY HERE

I also have a fun connection with faeries and had a play session with a bunch - this was cool - I was flying on the back of a white figure mix between a unicorn and a Pegasus horse in this experience too.

WEEEEEEEE...... EVEN YOUR FAIRY SELF WAS BEING EXERCISED! APPARENTLY, SOMETHING WAS RELEASED...ALLOWING YOU TO MORE EASILY EXPERIENCE THIS

Last things I remember I felt I had a strong connection/at times was or was in observation of a young man - blond Californian, college football player.

YES, ON SOME LEVEL, COULD BE SOMEONE YOU ARE CONNECTED TO

Then at one stage I felt like a lot of cord/rope type things were pulled out/disconnected from all over my back. This felt really good.

IMPLANT REMOVAL (CONSIDERED PART OF THE "EXORCISM" WORK)

Wow, thanks David so very much! That felt like a pretty full experience for me.

YES, YOU REALLY GOT HIT ALL OVER THE PLACE!

I think I have some opening to do on receiving - I am more used to the doing and the giving.

Hope you have a beautiful day, Sally

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I will put most of what transpired in note form. A lot of different things took place.

In the beginning a gentle wave of energy passed over me. It felt like my body was being scanned.
Couldn't open my eyes nor move my body. very deep
A lot of work around my third eye and heart connection.
Throughout the session felt as if certain organs were being massaged.
Also a lot of energy on my left side, especially on my face
The third eye very heavy and a lot of heat transformation
In the beginning the body jolted a couple of times/ focused more on the right hand side.
A couple of times I was told to be gentle with myself.
After the 1/2 hour I felt a flow of cool energy running over my body.
Feet felt very grounded and connected to Mother Earth/the core
Then warmth fills my body and then chilled throughout
Heart chakra feels more open.

In the beginning there was a very heavy amount of energy in the heart area. At the beginning, it felt as if a knife was being put through.. 
Before the session about 20 to 25 minutes there was a large amount of tingling pressure at the back of my head and as well my third eye. And my place was filled with many people.
After the session a very strong presence behind me- an angel with wings- blond hair- see the beauty within. Shine light to those in need. Soft words spoken as the angel dances. Very protected. Heart chakra energy moving in counterclockwise. releasing the old and merging with the new. The next day my body is still vibrating.

That was what I felt at that time and I do know that more is to reveal itself in the weeks to come. And I am to be gentle with myself for the next couple of days. Just be. I do thank you and those that work with you....

...The session for me was a powerful one and much is still unfolding. I am aware of it though what it is exactly does not concern me. There is no point at picking at something, analyze it ...it just makes you play head games.
I am and unconditionally release what has to go. And yes I do know that I still have blocks to work on... we all do. And yes I do understand that universe all of us are connected on many levels and many parallels. Whether it is past present or future....which is changing ones focus to that time line. We meet many people from all walks of life...so that may be a catalyst or some other form of influence along the paths that we take. What is that path for us? I do know that I am here to hold the space...not fully understanding it... yet I trust that it will come clear.
Cheers, Rose Buckley

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At 7 tonight I pulled over (I had been driving through the canyons of Malibu) and I parked under a tree in a parking lot and climbed into the back seat and sat quietly. I was fidgety for the first 5 minutes but then I relaxed. My mind was dancing with different images, fluttering in and out of my awareness. I saw rainbow crystals circling my head, and at one point everything turned purple and I felt a tunnel open up at the top of my head that I could look up into.
Then I leaned forward to give access to my back and after that curled up on the seat and fell asleep. I was awoken by a car horn at 7:29.
I felt pretty rested.
Thanks for the free session. Zack

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yesterday I experienced your healing session and I feel blessed having found you.
And now to my experience. I relaxed some time before 2 on my bed and some minutes before I had the thoughts of spirits surrounding my bed and telling me to get ready. Then I felt a strong energy coming up from my solar plexus working on me. As the energy went over my heart I felt a light pain and started crying from the right eye and later from the left and once in while I had to smile and exhale deeply and to cry. I felt the energy working on me strongly all the time all over my body, but especially in my head under my scalp and sometimes in my throat. I felt wonderful and felt exactly when the session ended. I looked at my watch 2:31. Afterwards I felt happy and all loving, it still continues. During the treatment I had thoughts like having a short conversation with you, but I never know if it is real or my imagination.
after 8 in the evening I had to lie down and work on my chakras and had another conversation with you but as said, real or not? I am looking forward hearing from you. thank you again. Edda

p.s. I am used to feel energies but I was perhaps even shocked after the session how you can connect having only the name and country, it makes me see how limited I am and how great the human potential and the invisible universe can be.

I DONT ACTUALLY NEED A NAME OR COUNTRY TO CONNECT WITH MY CLIENTS. FOR THOSE WHO ARE SCATTERED ALL OVER THE WORLD - AND WOULD NOT NORMALLY HAVE DIRECT AND EASY ACCESS TO SEE ME IN PERSON (SUCH AS THOSE WHO LIVE IN SOME VERY REMOTE PLACES - SUCH AS ITALY WHERE YOU ARE) SPIRIT PROVIDES THIS ALTERNATIVE METHOD OF REACHING YOU.

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I was outside by the Pit River, about 7 miles from our home fishing under a big oak tree, when it was time for me to close my eyes. At the beginning I became aware of a line of heat between my shoulder blades and my back vertically on both sides. After I became aware of it, I did not pay much attention to it. The river water was high and there lots of activities in nature, seeing fish jumping out of the water, ducks in the water and butterflies in the air. Towards the end of the meditation I felt more of a connection-link with the world. I was meditating on a healing. I became aware of all the green trees reflecting from the river. I became aware of the vast amount of energy- greenery of the pines trees on the other side of the river going up the wall of the canyon. To me the color of green represents a healing, and I was surrounded by it. While my eyes were closed, I was seeing visions of currents flowing through me, like the currents in the river, and I saw bubbles and water droplets. I envisioned a portal, a way for things to move in and out of me. I thought all the pettiness of the world and my life, my disease. I had the feeling that by nature, we are all taken care of. I opened my eyes, and noticed all the bugs around me: butterflies, big and small hundred of them, all around me, a few big hairy bees busing around, big black ants crawling around the roots of the oak tree along with lots of flies that did not seem to be bothering me. Thank you very much for taking the time to be with me. Mark

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I must thank you for the energy/journey work on my behalf...I awoke the morning of the 23rd with lots of energy...and felt through the night very different. The afternoon of the 23rd my wife, who is sensitive to my energies, noticed a difference with me...I definitely feel something different about me...much calmer than I usually have been. Whatever it is you and the spirit guides have done I must humbly thank all of you for your kind services and will forward some monetary recompense for this....Thank you very much for your valuable time. Your friend David Bentley

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I don't know if this sounds strange to you but during your healing session I had a vision of someone digging with a pointed shovel into the affected areas of my liver and then filling it with something and smoothing it over. It looked like someone was, can I say "gardening"? Pulling out the old and planting the new? I just went along with the image and let it take place....
I appreciate your time more than you know, even though it was free and you may not think it works as well. As a Reiki practioner I think the reward comes in the giving, though we all have to make a living, right? But believe me I appreciate your time and healing.
Gratefully yours, Concetta Giangregorio

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I just wanted to let you know about the session today.
I really can't remember much. I went into a deep sleep and felt very ice cold.

THAT PARTICULAR FEELING (THIS ICE COLD) IS ENERGY THAT YOU HAVE BEEN HOLDING INSIDE FOR A VERY LONG TIME... AND ARE NOW PROCESSING OR RELEASING OUTWARDLY INTO YOUR CONSCIOUS AWARENESS AND PHYSICAL BODY. THIS IS A GOOD THING

I felt some pains in the lower abdomen and lower back on the left side.

PAINS USUALLY INDICATE THE ENERGY IS WORKING OUT THE KINKS - THE BLOCKS.

I had lots of visions and thoughts...none of which I could make out.

THAT’S OK... WHEN YOU HAVE A RELEASE LIKE THIS (ONE AS DEEP AND POWERFUL) LOTS OF OLD IMAGES COME TO THE SURFACE...COULD BE FROM PAST LIVES (AND ASSOCIATED TRAUMAS) HELD SO DEEPLY IN ONES SUBCONSCIOUS (AND ENERGY FIELDS). BUT THAT YOU SAW THEM (EVEN IF YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THEM) INDICATES A GOOD RELEASE (THESE IMAGES OFTEN RUN OUR LIVES FROM THE SUBCONSCIOUS OUTWARD). FOR A MINI, YOU GOT A REALY GOOD SESSION

I felt very tired when the session was over, and had to remain seated for about 20 minutes. I
still feel pretty tired.

THIS SORT OF ENERGY WORK CAN BE JUST THAT - A WORK OUT.

Thanks for your time David. I do appreciate it.
Rita Ricioppo

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This session was a bit unconscious for me as I was finishing up other tasks right before the time we agreed upon. Needless to say my thoughts were wandering off and focused on things that I had done just before I sat down to begin.

YES, THIS HAPPENS.... IT’S OK... AND THE WORK STILL OCCURS. THIS IS SIMILAR TO WHEN ONE SHAKES A SODA BOTTLE... AND THE BUBBLES (THOUGHTS) FLOAT ON UP TO THE SURFACE TO BE RELEASED. DO THIS ENOUGH TIMES AND THE FIZZ (SUPERFLUOUS THOUGHTS) TOTALLY GOES OUT OF THE SODA

Once the randomness subsided over about 15mins worth, my thoughts finally quieted down and I went unconscious for about 30 minutes I'd say.

THIS IS A GOOD SIGN - YOU ARE SURRENDERING, GOING DEEPER INTO THE SELF.

I didn't get to many recognizable images/thoughts, although I do remember just feeling at ease.

MOST OF HEALING IS REALLY ABOUT REMOVING THOSE IMPEDIMENTS THAT PREVENT US FROM FEELING THAT EASE IN EVERY PART OF OUR LIFE AT EVERY MOMENT. WE HAVE WINDOWS OF GRACE WHERE WE FEEL THAT, BUT MOST TIMES, OUR STUFF COMES UP (LIKE THOSE BUBBLES OF THOUGHTS) TO INTERFERE WITH OUR SERENITY. THERE ARE A LOT OF THESE THOUGHTS (ALSO, NEG. ENERGIES) SO THERE IS A LOT OF "SHAKING" WE NEED TO HAVE DONE WITH OUR SELVES (TILL WE GET REALLY CLEAR)

Noticed a few twitches in all of my limbs here and there. Nothing really pronounced though.

GOOD. THIS IS THE MOVEMENT AND RELEASE OF STUCK ENERGIES.

Again I did notice the energy building up in my hands like last time. That was pretty much it for this session. I have a feeling more will come later and also in my travels as well in which that's were a lot of stuff does occur for me.

YES, A LOT OF THE BENEFITS ARE NOTICED DAYS SOMETIMES WEEKS LATER. THE MORE ONE DOES THE WORK, THE FASTER (IN OCCURANCE) AND MORE INTENSE THE BENEFITS ARE

Speaking of travels, the last few days have been pretty interesting and I've been able to hold my consciousness again longer than usual without getting to overwhelmed and coming back to my body. During this session I must admit is one of the very few times I can remember being patient enough to not look at any clocks to see if the time was up yet seeing how it was 1.5 hours. Longest I usually meditate for is around 30mins-1hr so my physical body wanted to really get up and go. I'm glad I was able to achieve that patience.

YES, THE MORE THE NEGATIVE DISTRACTIONS (OF ENERGIES AND THOUGHTS) ARE CLEARED OUT, THE EASIER IT IS FOR THE PHYSICAL (AND MENTAL) BODY TO JUST BE. AND ALSO, THE EASIER IT IS FOR THE HIGHER SELF/SPIRIT TO COME IN

In addition to the healing sessions, I've been picking up my own meditations as well and can "FEEL" an increased presence and wisdom of my Higher Self.

EXCELLENT!! AND TO SEE... SUCH BENEFITS WITH ONLY A FEW SEGMENTS OF WORK! ASTOUNDING! YOU SHOULD BE QUITE PLEASED (I AM)

Even in my travels which usually didn't occur that much. My perspective of connecting with my Higher Self through my feelings/knowing instead of my sight/hearing has changed quite a bit now and I already "see" (with my feelings) the difference. Thank you again for your assistance.

I'm going to be patient now for the other intensive session to begin and let this one finish processing through. Kind Regards, Garlon

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Wow!!! Incredible session!!

I felt something push out of my front around the area I injured myself. It felt like a dense block of energy pushing out of my lower stomach region, like a lump of coal. Interestingly, I felt some popping in my lumbar region too. Boy did that feel good to get whatever it was out of me!!! It actually felt good, it’s like I passed something that has been with me a very, very long time. It also felt like I was having a spinal adjustment too this session because for some reason I ended up lying down on the floor. Anyway, I am bushed!!! Oh by the way, I felt my feet and hands open up again. I can't believe how amazing this work is!!!!!

Thanks again, David. I will tell you what pops up in the days too come. Loretta

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...I feel like I am being urged to do this quick and not to analyze it like I normally would....

I am really noticing the difference by doing more segments, and I think people are starting to notice this as well. talk to you later....and thanks!!! Loretta

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I think I may be able to add to your correspondence from clients who had a meaningful change after your work. I initially noticed an intensification of feelings. The next day I felt I was anesthetized as I felt energy pressure but without the "feeling" associated. The next day it changed again and continues to vary. However, I am extremely happy to say that after asking for help with this issue, out of the blue, several important synchronicities have come in to assist me with perspective and I have become much more relaxed about my experiences. Interestingly, I met someone at a gathering who has a very parallel experience. Also, the sense of pressure I felt has dissipated and I am not nearly as preoccupied as I was before. Thanks Source and thanks David. I will wait a couple of weeks to see how my experience shifts. Blessings-Maggie

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I should clarify that when I refer to "this healing process" in the message below, I'm referring to the totality of all the healing I'm currently engaged in -- my own spiritual practices, the Reiki work I am doing, and the work I'm doing with you.

I have actually been consciously engaged in the battle I'm referring to since last summer, when I went to India to visit my family. My mother loves visiting temples (I am not a big temple goer, preferring my own private brand of spirituality), but on each of my trips, she makes me visit a very powerful temple there dedicated to who else? A form of Vishnu. So, I went to this temple (mostly to honor my mother's desire that I go there), and suddenly, when I was standing in front of the idol, this prayer flashed through my mind, "help me to heal! help me to heal!" and I remember feeling rather surprised at the prayer, and wondering what exactly I was asking for help with in terms of healing. And I also received this reassurance, "You will be guided in your healing." And it was all a very mysterious event for me, because at a conscious level, I was aware of a number of issues that needed "healing" from the ego perspective, but I was perhaps
not thinking deeply about healing from the soul perspective. So, I was thinking about issues that I needed healing with at the superficial level of life, and I came back thinking that all those issues would now be "healed" because of my prayer. I was very surprised when following that visit, I almost immediately started getting into HUGE conflicts with my parents about deep-seated childhood issues that had not even been on the horizon of my conscious mind at the beginning of my visit. Literally, "poison" started coming out of my system -- all through the rest of the summer, last fall, and this spring, I've been oozing this "poison" --things I hate and detest about myself and my life -- and I found myself wondering -- if THIS is the healing that I was promised, then I wonder if I wouldn't have been much better off without it! And it was only slowly, gradually, that I started noticing that the poison that was coming out of me, was exactly, precisely, the issues that I needed to work on the most in terms of my growth (from the non-ego
perspective), and the miracle of all of it started to strike me. It IS a miracle, isn't it, to have this
kind of healing granted to one, in such a perfectly coordinated, wonderful fashion?

YOU ARE SO WISE.... YES, I AGREE

And so, slowly as I started noticing and recognizing deep wisdom in the healing process I am going through, I started cooperating with the process (not resisting it). So, I voluntarily started seeking out Reiki, your help, and started strengthening my own spiritual practices. And it has all helped me immensely, immensely. I feel very grateful for all these opportunities to heal.
I told you in my last message that I have not yet experienced the same level of discomfort as your other client.

WELL, IT DOES SOUND LIKE YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH SOME OF THE DISCOMFORT ALREADY (NOT THAT YOU ARE AT THE END OF SUCH DISCOMFORT, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT WE ARE REFERING TOO)

Yet, this has not been a perfectly comfortable process for me, either.

OH? WELL I GUESS I SHOULD TAKE THAT AS A COMPLIMENT (IF YOU DIDN’T FEEL OR PROCESS ANYTHING, I SUPPOSE WE WOULD NOT BE DOING OUR JOB).

I have always struggled with a deep core of anger within myself, and now, that anger is always around, and visible to me and to others, and finally, finally, it has begun yielding some of its
secrets to me (what it means to me, why I am holding on to it, and how I can safely let it go). I still don't fully get it, I am still working to understand it better, so I can let it go; but, in the meantime, it is uncomfortable to walk around always feeling a little angry, and to constantly have to recognize that the source of conflict is often in my own self, not in others, or in random circumstances.

AGAIN, YOU ARE SO WISE.

I am being asked to face, confront, and understand my deep rooted anger, and it can get pretty uncomfortable at times. I have to consciously remember to stay humble, very humble, and to ask for "more grace than I thought I needed" (Rumi), to work through this.
Thank you for your help with all this. Shailaja

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I just wanted to drop you a line and let you know a few things that are happening. Sometimes (when there is a deep issue or truth coming to me) I feel this very subtle and deep activity going on deep inside me. It may take days or weeks till this "whatever" comes all the way up to the surface. I have been feeling this way for two weeks. I'm not sure what it is about but I'm sure it will reveal itself eventually.

When I was a child my mother would say something to me that was part "true" and part "something not so right about it". This would create confusion for me. I would even suspect that the truth had something odd about it also.

With all the air signs in my chart, it is very easy to be in my head. But since I have been doing this tithing, I find myself relying more on my intuition and my dreams tend to be very clear at times.

This brings up an issue that has plagued me since I was a child. I have felt that if I let anyone know how I think -- I will be criticized and made fun of. It feels like being put in prison or being hunted down to be killed. It makes me feel like hiding myself and making sure I only talk to people of like mind. When I do speak my mind it comes out with too much force -- as if to say "I will be totally crushed if you don't understand what I mean and I may go back into my shell and not tell anybody anything for a very long time or at least till it feels safe or I am brave enough to overcome my fear."

I AM SURE MOST PEOPLE HAVE FELT THIS WAY (I SURE DID - FOR A LONG TIME).

I have found myself twice in my life asking Jesus to help me. Once, long ago I asked him to show me the way. Very soon after I learned a special technique of meditation that really changed my life. Lately I find myself asking him for the truth. Many truths have come to me over my lifetime. Truths that cleared up beliefs and ideas that did not fit me any longer. I'm wondering if I will be asking him for life. I want to be passionate about something. I'm not sure what -- but something. I know all this may seem vague or a little "off", but it is hard to explain. I have been so depressed for most of my life. I feel like sleeping beauty waking up after a hundred years -- what a shock!

I basically want to grow -- move forward --go to the next level --advance. This asleepness, sleep walking, numbness needs to move. I've got to grow or my roots will break the walls that close me in. It is a slow process but I truly feel like it is moving quite fast in some respects.

Well this is the best I can do in explaining what is going on. I hope you understand what I am speaking about.

I am very appreciative of your help.

I just keep watching what goes on each day and somehow I understand some of the issues that come up. Thanks again. I'm really glad I did this!!!!!!! Kora

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Thank you for sending this message, David. The experiences of your client were very good for me to read.

I am not (yet) going through this level of pain and/or fear, but certainly some issues that have been "locked" away (in plain sight!) for me have started to make more sense to me.

Actually, I've been working half-heartedly on some issues within myself for several years now, but it always seemed like I either lacked sufficient insight or sufficient will to deal with them in a complete manner (to process them out).
I have been feeling a "karmic quickening" for several months now, and my contacting you for healing had something to do with my sense (intuition, not knowledge) that some of my very old and very strong foes and I were about to engage in battle again.

YES, THIS WORK HAS THAT AFFECT ON PEOPLE.

Have you read the Mahabharata or the Gita?
I feel like Arjuna sitting on the field of Kurukshetra facing his enemies clearly for the first time - and when he looks into each face -- he recognizes them not as "the other", but as his very own. Beloved uncles, cousins, teachers -- each arrow that leaves his bow is one against his own. Does he have the heart, the strength, the courage to fight and/or win this battle? And yet, he must, he must win this battle, it's the only battle really worth fighting or winning. Five "good" people with god as the charioteer of the bravest, go to war with over a 100 bad "cousins" and their impressively vast number of allies. What could be more symbolic of the good war we all must wage within ourselves to process out the negative?

HOW WONDERFULLY ARTICULATED!

Anyway, so having you, having my Reiki teacher, and having my Guru by my side, gives me courage in this battle at present.

YES, IT’S AN IMPOSSIBLE BATTLE TO DO AND WIN BY ONESELF.

It is hard to look "enemies" in the eye and recognize oneself in each of them, but that is currently what I am engaged in, where I am at. Old and strong foes -- each of them my very own -- how can I win without lots of faith, trust, and a few strong allies of my own?

This healing process has been very helpful to me because I feel at peace with myself after a long time. I feel good about even the bad in me, because instead of hating and condemning it (like I always have), I feel more of a sense of acceptance, and more of a sense of purpose, like I feel like I can handle and surmount these problems, instead of just despairing of them.

When I was young, we girls would see one bird sitting on the grass, cross our fingers superstitiously and say, "one for sorrow"; and we'd see two birds and say, "two for joy". An old habit, every time I would see a lone bird, I would think "One for sorrow" and dread the approaching sorrow. Now (and this has been a slow, long drawn out process for me), I say, "Narayana, I know it is all you. The joy is you. And the sorrow is you. I long for the day when I can see past the joy and see past the sorrow and see only you." Sorrow is truly as deep (perhaps a deeper) blessing than joy, and it is only now that I am beginning to appreciate that (and then, only in patches, in flashes, not all the time).
Thank you for sharing. - Shailaja

AND THANK YOU SHAILAJA - SUCH TRULY WISE WORDS.

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....Honestly I need to work on myself this incarnation, I know this and I probably knew this before I was born. Perhaps it is painful for my ego to accept this (I feel very sad speaking about this matter because frankly it sucks and it hurts like hell) but I know, I know this sacrifice is more important in the grand scheme of things, even though at times I wish it was otherwise. What is one life anyway, I have had thousands!!!

EXACTLY. AS MUCH WORK AS YOU DO IN THIS LIFE TIME, THAT IS LESS YOU WILL HAVE TO DO IN THE NEXT

And if you would like to use my letter as inspiration to other clients I give you my permission. I hope they will be inspired and not give up because it is worth it a thousand times over.

Thank you again for helping me so much, it has not always been easy but it has been worth the journey. love and light. Loretta

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Thank you David. You are so right with this work! It is worth it, but damn it makes you feel like hell at first or when you hit a particularly stubborn layer of resistance. And yes, it is part of the journey! I must say I have changed so much over the years, I am not the same person I was since I started to work with you. I am becoming me again!

THAT’S GREAT! I AM PLEASED I/WE MADE A DIFFERENCE IN YOUR LIFE. THANK YOU FOR STICKING YOUR NECK OUT AND TAKING A RISK (AND HANGING IN THERE WITH THE WORK, AFTER ALL THESE YEARS).

Last night I hardly slept but that again is part of the process and it will pass. I must say I do feel lighter. Again I want to thank you, it has made a world of difference to me. And I might not say this too often but I greatly appreciate the help I have received from you over the years...
Love and light. Loretta

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My god David, I don't think I felt this drained after a few sessions.

WELL, I THINK THIS IS THE FIRST TIME YOU EVER DID SUCH AN INTENSIVE SESSION...IN THE PAST, YOU ALWAYS DID JUST ONE SEGMENT AT A TIME. WHEN YOU DO MORE SEGMENTS, YOU GET MORE WORK DONE, AND MOVE THROUGH TONS MORE STUFF. AS YOU SHOULD NOW KNOW

I was getting a lot of tingling in my back chakras in the neck, the center back and lower back. I kept on getting information on a past incarnation, during the Roman era and the need to release the pain of that time. It is interesting because this lifetime revolved around profound betrayal of trust. I was also getting a little bit of pain on my left side, first in my left ovary then my left thigh, my left breast and my left shoulder. Then I felt a bit of a sharp pain at the back of my head like a pin point, (possibly my pituitary region).It is strange I was craving salt before the start of the session, then I had soup in the middle and some dried fruit towards the end.

INTERSTING YOU MENTION SALT. IN ANCIENT ROME, THIS WAS WHAT THE SOLDIERS WERE PAID - IN SALT (AND IN THOSE TIMES, SALT WAS WORTH ITS WEIGHT IN GOLD). THIS IS WHERE WE GET THE TERM "SALARY" - WHICH MEANS SALT. MUST BE A CONNECTION THERE FOR YOU.

You know, it is like I just passed a spiritual kidney stone....and perhaps this is what I have been afraid to let go of...

SEE HOW POWERFUL RESISTANCES ARE - PREVENTING YOU FROM RELEASING AND HEALING THIS STUFF FOR SOOOOO LONG.

boy my guides were yacky, yack yack tonight!!

Anyway talk to you later...I am pooped!! Thanks again!! Loretta

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