Split Off Fractured Soul Parts
conscious light body of the primal soul as exists in its completed
original state - whole and at
one - is multi-dimensional and holographic. When
traumas, the soul has
the potential to split off or fracture into many
separate particles of light and consciousness, each part respectfully
called an "aspect".
small holographic reflection of the whole,
aspect - separate from the primal soul - may have (or develop) its own
field, personality, self determinant will and ego identity. As the
aspect travels through time and space, it gathers its own
unique experiences and memories and
begins to identify itself as an independent "entity". Because it is
fractured and separated from itself, the soul (diffused in so many
separate aspects) is sorely
limited in its ability to access all of its power, manifest all of its
light presence, or expand into the full range of its "consciousness".
"Why can't all ones stuff be worked on and cleared in one session?"
fractured soul, because it does not have full access to all of its
power, can only process a small portion of stuff at any one
time. If it tries to work with something bigger than itself, it will be
too overwhelmed and turn off. However, the more whole and complete your
conscious light body, and as more and more of your scattered aspects
united into oneness, the more work you can do at any one time and the
faster and more powerful your healing process.
The Soul as a Computer Processor
soul is likened to the processor of your computer - it takes
information, digests and sorts it. The bigger your processor memory,
the more bites of information you can work with at any one time. When
the souls' memory or "consciousness" is whole, complete and available,
the soul has access to 100% of its processing capacity. For the sake of
conversation, lets imagine a particular soul has 100
gigabytes (100 billion bites) of consciousness/memory. If this soul
is presented with a problem that is 1 gigabyte in size, then the
soul can probably process that information within a short period of
time. But once the soul is fractured into multiple aspects and the
consciousness scattered into separate disconnected pieces, the ability
of the soul to process is markedly diminished. For example, if the soul
is fractured into 100 separate aspects each with 1 gigabyte of
consciousness, then if any one aspect is presented with
that same 1 gibabyte sized problem, either it crashes the soul
processor or it takes a very very very long time to work out the
wants the most powerful processor so that their computer can handle any
problem and run fast and smooth.
Why not have the most powerful efficient clear soul
you can possibly be?
only does the primal soul have the ability to fracture off into
separate aspects which may then travel
all over the multi-verse, it also has the ability to unite its
consciousness and energy with any number of other souls and their
aspects, aggregating into a sort of "collective
consciousness" and mass energy field. This is demonstrated in nature as
the hive mind of
fish and other herding creatures... and is also seen in human couples
been together for so long that they start to sound, think, feel even
look alike ! There is comfort, safety and power in such a collective,
but the downside is that
the individual identity and self determinant will can easily be lost
into a whole that runs on baser instincts, emotions and majority rule.
If such a collective consciousness takes on malicious intent and
turns dark, then the aspect can be swept away, controlled by the
will and power of the mob, trapped and unable to escape. It is only
when the soul reaches out to a Higher Power greater and more whole than
it ever hope to be free of such entanglements.
Incarnation of the Soul and its Aspects
primal soul or any one of its aspects, may at any time choose to
experience itself in alternate dimensions and go through the process of
to function and survive within the density of these dimensions,
the soul/aspects cloaks around itself
the rings of a tree) the
energetic "matter" (vibrations)
of those dimensions. Until shed, these coverings
remain with the soul/aspects as part of its energetic bodily wardrobe,
each layer adding to its unique identity or
personality. As there are countless
dimensions to incarnate into, the
permutations are virtually endless. In some dimensions the soul/aspect
may take on the appearance of amorphous gelatinous blobs, geometric
chrystaline structures, or alien like insects or reptilians..
while others appear in
fairies, elves, goblins, hobbits, unicorns or even dragons. And on
dimensions where the energies are so dark and heavy, souls/aspects
may resemble demons and other assorted nightmarish
of the fluidity of consciousness, the primal soul and its
aspects has the ability to take on an energy body and incarnate on any
dimension. If you think about it, the ramifications are staggering ! On
dimension, this means that the prime soul and or its aspects can
incarnate into any number of human bodies at the same time...
call the "doppelganger", a sort of soul "clone" (perhaps you to have a
soul clone running around). Not only can one aspect incarnate into
one body, but the aspects from many different primal souls can form a
collective and also incarnate in one body ! in other words, many
souls can cohabitate and experience themselves in One Body as One Being
! Incarnating aspects of one or many souls
into many different bodies allows these souls and or aspects the
life in many different situations and potentially accelerate the
re-union or "ascension" process of the soul back to Source. For
example, if during the last
century a soul incarnated its aspects into parallel lives as an
soldier, a girl
in Timbuktu, a
Buddhist Priest in Tibet or a Jew in Poland... the collective learning
experiences could have catapulted that soul beyond what any one life
could achieve. But what if in another
parallel incarnation one of the souls' aspects became a
mass murderer, or even a Hitler? The problem for the prime soul is
it is held responsible for anything any of its aspects does. Meaning,
if an aspects generates dark negative karma, all of it must be cleared
whole soul can re-unite and ascend. Fortunately, this clearing work is
"And though I understand all
mysteries and all knowledge but have not love, I am nothing"
(Paul of Tarsus).
As you receive healing, you may gain psychic abilities and esoteric
knowledge, but this is not the end all be all of the spiritual path nor of this work. One-ness and Love of Self and All Creation is the ultimate goal.
Aspects as Shadow Selves
been around since the beginning of creation, traveling through many
different dimensions in many assorted bodily forms. Through this very
long journey, we have experienced countless traumas that have fractured
us into many separate pieces or aspects. Some of these
aspects may reside within or on the periphery of the physical
energy field, but most are wandering around in the
multi-dimensional universe following their own ego driven
(agendas that your human self may have no clue about).
aspects stray from the Divine Light separate from Source, the darker
even to the point of being shadows of their former self, at the
extreme.. demonic. Because these dark or demonic aspects are a
part of us, by virtue of the "law of resonance", even from great
distances (out of time or in limitless multi-dimensional space) they
can influence our mind, emotions, impulses and will.
Many think that it is an
outer demon that tempts, torments or
possesses a person, and in some cases that may be
true, but in many instances such a demon is actually an aspect of
ones own self coming home to roost. In any case, demons
do exist.. either as a split off aspect of the soul... or
as a collection (or "legion") of dark aspects that have
amassed from many separate aspects into one body. The consciousness
as "Satan" is such a collection made up of a huge
number of demonic aspects gathered from many many beings. This
brings a whole new level of understanding to the term "giving your soul
to the Devil". Many souls have given up the dark, unwanted or unloved
aspects of themselves to such collectives in order to be rid of them,
or so they think... but this only makes life for the rest of the soul
and its lighter aspects more difficult.
Law of Resonance
All aspects that have ever been a part of you, “resonate” or have an
affinity with all your other aspects on whatever
dimension they exist. Having a resonance with those aspects also
includes a resonance with the dimensions they reside and any other
beings that inhabit there. The
implication is this: if these other dimensions are dark, and the beings
there are malevolent (i.e. demonic), and you have a demonic aspect
residing in that place, not only can your own demonic aspect
potentially plug into and influence your
subconscious/dreams, desires/will and energy fields in the here and
now, but any aspect of those other souls (using your separated aspects
as proxy) would as well. However, if
you have made peace with your inner demons (meaning, you have
healed, transmuted, purified, processed and integrated your demonic
aspects back into
the whole), the demons of other souls would have no power over or
you (since the resonant consciousness that held the connections are
your aspects - no matter if they are good
or bad, light or dark - cannot help but have an eventual influence upon
your current incarnational experience. This influence more acutely
occurs during the mind and
energy field opening and weakening effects of certain drugs and
alcohol, or even under extreme stress and physical or emotional trauma.
In such situations, separated aspects can bleed through the barriers or
veils and manifest in the human self as any sort of
personality changes... from the most subtle altercations in mood or
most extreme even paranoid schizophrenic behaviors. Since these
aspects individually and collectively make up who you
are as a soul, no matter your efforts to push them away or create thick
walls of protection, you cannot escape or eliminate their
influences forever. The
best you can do is to receive the work that would clear and raise these
aspects to a higher vibration, allowing them to unite or re-merge into
the heart or source of their Creator.
Aspects as Astral Selves
the levels of
the astral or psychic dimensions, there
are (or can be) multiple astral aspects, astral bodies, astral selves,
"sub-personalities" that make up our psyche. The "astral self" was
created as an extension or projection from off the Higher Self as a way
to interact with the reality of these denser dimensions. The difficulty
arises when the ego mind (part of the make up of the astral
self/personality) grows unfettered and disconnected from
the guidance and light of the Higher Self. Such a
personality then needs to be tweaked or
- just like a neglected tree or an overgrown garden. When our "soul
garden" is thus trimmed or weeded, then our mind and emotions are clear
enough to distinguish "the forest from the trees" (so to speak). In
other words, when all these weeds, undergrowth, or "stuff" is cleared
out of our spiritual energetic space, then we can discover who we really are
amidst the confusion that is our life.
As these astral aspects, astral selves or
have their own separate egos, minds and will, they are often at odds
one against the other, keeping you in conflict, inner turmoil and
separation. The most difficult problem is to unify all these
conflicting wills towards a
single goal, eventually integrating all separate aspects or selves into
This is thee greatest struggle we will ever face on our spiritual path.
One who has aligned and integrated all these separate aspects and their
conflicting wills into one unified self is
considered a Master.
the meantime, most of humanity exist isolated and in conflict with
itself and others, run and controlled by fear and anger, separate from
the power light and love that is the totality of our greater primal
soul self. Changing the landscape of our individual and collective
souls from this sad state is one reason I do this healing work.
Aspects as Child Selves
The aspects of self that incarnate on the astral and physical
dimensions, if disconnected from the Higher Self, can become
like a wild child whose limited material perspective on
all things and beings revolves around its own constant, immediate and
selfish wants, wishes, needs and desires. It is guided by sporadic
impulses and feelings, not having any sense of consequences or higher
Higher or God Self - the spiritual source or “parent” - wishes
only good for the lower or “child” parts
of itself that are projected or incarnated into creation. However, if
the child self is enraptured with
the illusions, distractions and drama of this world, then they might
able to hear the important messages of guidance and wisdom coming
to them from that "still small voice" of their God Self within.
For example, the Higher Self may say "Don't do that, it will hurt you."
And the child may
say "You are not the boss of me. I want what I want"
By following its own ways, the child/lower self digs a
hole deeper and deeper into trouble, turmoil and suffering.. and then
asks "why has God done this to me?"
And over time, fear, mistrust and resentment steps into the childs
heart against their own God Self (parent), and will reject its well
meaning guidance entirely. When this happens, the Greater Spirit (other God
Selves) will send ministering angels and spirit guides to the child to act
as "spiritual step parents" (if the child rejects its own God Self,
Spirit will not leave that child in the world without some support,
even if that support comes from another being entirely). The hope is
that after enough suffering, the child self eventually opens its mind
and heart and wants to reconnect with its own self. But if the
energetic blocks are too strong and the disconnects too wide, the high
low self might not be able to get through to each other. It's like when
you make a phone
call but can't hear very well because there is a lot of
interference patterns in the lines between you and the person
you are talking too. And if the line or technology itself is actually
broken or not present, then any form of
direct communication cannot happen. In this case, calling an outside
repair person (the healer) is the best thing to do. This being may help
remove these blocks and interference patterns
so that you may once again reconnect with your
own spiritual parent or Higher Self.
Multiple Child and Adult Aspects
It would be lovely if the soul could maintain itself as a unified whole being throughout its entire existence while in physical
reality, but soul fracturing trauma may potentially occur at any and every stage of
development: from the point of conception... all the way up to the point of death (and beyond). Soul fracturing creates separate
compartmentalized aspects of self where those aspects are trapped and
stuck at the various ages when the trauma occured. These aspects of self are not only trapped and stuck on various
stages of development, but they are also blocked off and inaccessible
to all the other aspects of self ! This seriously affects how one
experiences and responds to life.
For example, if a person experienced traumas during that phase of
development of emotions, then that person might not have access to the
feelings of that particular aspect, and probably be an
intellectually focused individual incapable of true compassion or love
for self or others.
Or, if a person was traumatized during that phase of development of
mind, they might not have access to all the mental faculties of reason
and intellect of that particular aspect, perhaps trapped in distorted
patterns of thinkng, lack psychic boundaries and be subject to the
fluctuating thoughts and emotions of those around them.
Or, if a person was traumatized during that phase of development of
sexuality, then they might not have access to the sexual feelings of
that particular aspect... or have no sense of physical boundaries and
become sexually promiscuous.
I mentioned just a few, but there are countless examples of soul fracturing... all of which can be addressed through the work
generally categorized as Soul Retrieval.
the work known as "soul
are cleared, returned and integrated into a unified
whole... bringing the eternal soul as it exists in and out of the
body into a more cohesive and
expanded sense of light, love and
that split off aspects for any given soul may possibly be counted into
hundreds, thousands or even millions, it is fair to say that many
are required to bring them all into oneness.
we hide behind the walls of our judgments, fears, anger, resentments...
resistant to spirits guidance and in denial of who we really are, we
will miss out on many good opportunities that are
just waiting outside our door and around the corner. Of course, we are
always free to reject our spirit self and go a different way, but in doing so, we may never reach our full life
potential and our greater destiny may not unfold. There are windows of
opportunity that are only open at
certain times - if we are not prepared, these opportunities may be lost to us for good. And if
we are not awake and open enough to read the subtle warnings and signs, we may find ourselves in the wrong place at the
wrong time, making a left turn instead of right, miss that job
offer, not meet our significant other, get in an auto
accident... the list goes on and on.
The following is a form of journaling that may help you
discover your inner sub-personalities, inner selves or
list of all the characters of your inner-personal drama. Feel free to
let your imagination roam. For example, there is you, the ego, the
child, the adolescent, the adult, the parents, the angel, the alien,
the space being, the animal, the beast, the demon (and there may be any
number of each, not necessarily just one).
and name each one. Feel free to choose whatever you imagine they
would like you to call them.. or just allow whatever name comes up.
develop an ongoing conversation or dialogue with each one of these
separate selves. Have them individually speak to you, and then have
them communicate with each other.
It may help
to give each character a different color of ink or even a separate form
of handwriting. Do this by holding your pen differently for each
character, using your left and right hand and different finger
positions. Once you find a hand position for one character to write
with, stay with it - do not change - you want to establish and
strengthen the link between that character and your nervous system/body.
(Btw, another way to communicate
with your inner self is through Dowsing)
you explore who you are through this method of journaling, you may
discover some unpleasant aspects of yourself, with voices that may be
controlling, manipulative, hateful, angry, and perhaps quite malicious.
Some of these voices could be from your own self, but in many instances
they are foreign external entities - aspects of other souls lurking
within your psychic emotional energetic space. It is these beings who
want to keep you separate from your self, for as long as you are
fractured and in disarray, you are out of your center, confused, weak,
powerless, vulnerable, malleable, controllable. It's hard enough
dealing with your own stuff, add some other souls stuff into the mix
and your burden and work is that much harder. In either case, bringing
in some outside healing help will make this journalling exercise (and
your life) go that much more powerfully, clearly and smoothly.
Faces behind the Face
"Aspects" can actually be seen as "faces behind the
face". If one looks just right, the superimposed impression (or shadow)
of a face may be seen (it may not always appear human nor be light).
Some people can see this quite easily, others not at all. As an
experiment, sit opposite a willing partner (or even in a mirror under a
soft light), and glance gently and diffusely onto the others face and
eyes (perhaps gently focusing around the 3rd eye or brow). There is
some subconscious control in what (if any) faces another will allow you
to see. If there is trust, openness and a non-judgmental attitude, the
soul faces behind the face may reveal themselves to you.
To Read More On Aspects or Sub-Personalities
Oija Board, Drugs and Alcohol
the use of the Oija Board, drugs, or alcohol as tools to get in touch
with Spirit for I feel their use can cause more harm than good. As long
people have parts of themselves that remain un-integrated,
un-transmuted, or un-purified, there is the risk that lower and
darker entities may come into your energy field and adversely affect
your consciousness. The Oija Board, certain
alcohol have a tendency to lower your vibrational
frequency and forcibly open you up to unresolved issues, things and beings that
are lurking in the periphery of your
energy field. If you have thoroughly healed all
aspects of your self (thus greatly strengthening your aura) you
nothing to worry about from the spirit world. I don’t mean to
say drug and alcohol use is a good thing and is
not going to harm your physical or mental body. I am just saying that
after a certain point on
your healing path, your spiritual energetic immune system is fully
functioning and you can step “where Angels fear to
tread” and will (by and large) not be harmed by anything the world
throws at you. But few people are at that point of having an impeccable
spirit and an impenetrable energy field. So in the meantime, its better
to be safe than sorry and stay far away from these substances.
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